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flies.
the reverse of the night sky,black flies on white ceiling.hundreds of them. they form constellations. a perfect Cassiopeia right next to a perfect ursa maior. there is the swan, perseus,Scorpio,northern stars mingled with the southern.
how did she manage to get a fly farm this size?she says she doesn't know.
back from Egypt & right into this fly ( Read more... ) -
the only thing i can do
i can only b as i am, cos all the things i'm not can only lead me someplace where i'll get lost. it's not easy 2 make up a personality. well, it's not easy to make it so total it works in every situation. coherent. yea. & when your personality is not coherent, u get puzzled & depressed. So ( Read more... ) -
switch on/switch off
i am an electric toy. no better toys available, then we switch me on, yea, let's have at least some fun, we get bored or other toys come back- switch off, without askin my opinion. what for, we all know switch off is not very pleasant, but who really cares about what a toy wants. what a toy can do? a toy can b happy when on, & down when off, that' ( Read more... ) -
vive la france
i woke up. i began to cry. i stopped crying cos i had to go out. i had biochem., then sun, river, people, beer, ducks, nice. then biol. then back here. back to cryin as if the whole nice day didn't happen. it prolly didn't. i'm makin things up. i always am. a.m. -
daisies
Never again i wanna c tears in my eyes that weren't caused by physical pain. Never again i wanna bleed phychically all over the place. Never again i wanna care about who he spends his time with. Never again i wanna want to write i miss him. Never again. Nevermore. White crow, charcoal-black raven. Spread your crushed wings to analgese your whole ( Read more... ) -
y my friend?
y my friend all the time, y not s/he?
ok, leave it, girl, u gotta learn. eat your big strawberry jogobella ( just don't tell him u r eating it ), drink your tea with lemon juice, finish the entry & b back to acid/base.- ................................................................................................................................. ( Read more... )
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iT's CoMiNg To GeT mE
25 it is, right? very well then... here comes the worst weekend in this month. i'm not talking about watchin movies tonight, & music, & food, it will b nice, i know, but... there is the feeling. it won't go away before the next week ends, i presume... don't wanna have anyone involved in it, so i'm just writin here, to let it go, dunno if it's ( Read more... ) -
nemo my name forever
- let them scream
- let them bleed
- let them burn
- let them turn upside down, inside out, upside out, downside in the mud, mud in my veins, mud is more dense than blood, how will the pressure change, well, the resistance is bigger, heart rate gets quicker, poor heart, coronary flow must get bigger, tachycardy then, well, diastole gets shorter, so heart is ( Read more... )
- let them scream
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i need serotonine! (serenity)
let me see...
wanna short test?
how r u today?
yea, i'm doing what i can not to learn, but sheet, i gotta learn & not play with html... i should b reading about blood pressure in the brain or sth ecually absorbing... hm, right here i have to produce some text so everyone (well, JJ only) may see that i did sth with ( Read more... )